FI with me

觉得自己像马劳。 漂洋过海来到这里打工。 希望自己可以尽快适应。 觉得全部离乡背井、到别处打工的人都太勇敢了。 无论为了什么理由，离开多久，那个勇气，真的很难得。 不希望爸爸妈妈担心，可是又很想告诉他们很想家。 可是到这个阶段，回去是暂时不可能的。 必须达到某个阶段的成绩，才行。不然一切就会浪费掉。 对自己天天说“加油”。

It's been a long time since i write on anything, no matter on the internet or in the traditional diary book. I was thinking yesterday.. I have so much to tell.. but I don't have the audience to listen to me (or maybe i dont need any audience...haa..) Then i decided to write again on the internet.. because i have no idea where to keep a diary in my place now the world is so different now.. u feel anger on something , u post something out on the internet, that thing can be shared out despite being selected to post to personal friend but there's still chance of your mutual friend might shared and it could be viewed by the person involved etc.. causing more drama... I just feel we are so much restricted on this social media thing.. I cant say out whats in my mind as i wish.. Like, "can u pls dont work like shyt pls?", "can u dont pass shyt pls?" I can only shout in my mind...