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I finally mustered up the courage and bought a menstrual cup after doing the quiz  yesterday.  My result was a lily cup / diva cup etc.  However my chemist only is selling diva cup.  So I got a size 1 diva cup yesterday. --- TMI --- Tried it on in the shower, tried to take it out. Felt quite alright. So popped it in and went to sleep after that. -- THE NEXT MORNING -- I was silly enough to want to remove it as soon as I was awake. To my horror, I cant feel that stem like I did yesterday in the shower for removal!!!  From a medical background, i know the cup is still inside. But I just couldn't reach it as my fingers are too short. Tried almost every tip on the internet -> squat, relax, let gravity does its job. I even had a wee and opened my bowel because of the bladder and rectal pressure after trying to get to the base of the cup. The stem/base was so "slippery" in a body for manipulation 😞.. the pictures of removal steps on the internet ar...

I always have troubles when it comes to the time of the month a.k.a. menses/period. I tend to have acne outbreak (always, 99% on the T-zone and chin on my face) during my period no matter how good I take care of my skin. These are the few facial products I have tried out so far and I just want to give an honest opinion on how it works on me. Face Wash : I had used Johnson & Johnson's face wash from my whole teenage life. Never had any issues with it. I like how un-oily it made my face feel after using it. After going into university, I explored a bunch of random face wash. My sister recommended me using Massada but i find the particle hurts my face alot so I didn't like it. Then my bf's sister recommend him to use another korean brand facewash - which I love the smell alot but it is costly!! 98MYR per bottle. I bought like 3...in 2016-2017. Fast forward to 2018, I was still using the korean facewash as mention.  Until I started going to facial...

I'm doing good, thanks. Got myself a little (expensive) present. :) Looking back at the old entries, haha, I do grow old as time goes by. Some I find them embarrassing now so I've archived them since long time ago. lol. I'd just like to say different working cultures really amaze me. How the organization works, distribution and flow of work. People should really travel and they will learn new things each day. Interact. Speak.

Review after 1 year usage: Pro: cute and adequate for phone (iphone x) Con: the PU pieces came off so quickly when it has not even been used for 1 year! Im so upset with it. Bought the peach one in June 2018, gray in Jan 2019. Both are already torn at the side after a short while. 

JBL GO Portable Bluetooth speaker (rechargeable) I've been looking for bluetooth speaker for sometime now as my 8-years-old MacbookPro's speaker is getting a bit out of range. I stumbled upon this on Lazada on sales. It's cheaper than Sony and has a smaller size. It also has lots of positive review by users. So I decided to give it a try, bought it at RM77. It has a few color options - red, blue, black, I chose black. It reached pretty quick, tried it out and the sound was good! Easy to carry around and good sound quality. I'd give it a 5/5 and would definitely purchase from the seller again.

觉得自己像马劳。 漂洋过海来到这里打工。 希望自己可以尽快适应。 觉得全部离乡背井、到别处打工的人都太勇敢了。 无论为了什么理由，离开多久，那个勇气，真的很难得。 不希望爸爸妈妈担心，可是又很想告诉他们很想家。 可是到这个阶段，回去是暂时不可能的。 必须达到某个阶段的成绩，才行。不然一切就会浪费掉。 对自己天天说“加油”。

It's been a long time since i write on anything, no matter on the internet or in the traditional diary book. I was thinking yesterday.. I have so much to tell.. but I don't have the audience to listen to me (or maybe i dont need any audience...haa..) Then i decided to write again on the internet.. because i have no idea where to keep a diary in my place now the world is so different now.. u feel anger on something , u post something out on the internet, that thing can be shared out despite being selected to post to personal friend but there's still chance of your mutual friend might shared and it could be viewed by the person involved etc.. causing more drama... I just feel we are so much restricted on this social media thing.. I cant say out whats in my mind as i wish.. Like, "can u pls dont work like shyt pls?", "can u dont pass shyt pls?" I can only shout in my mind...